Recent life....

It has been a few weeks since the 6th semester has started. The typical life as an undergrad is still on going, attending lectures, copying assignment, copy lab report, and projects.

Today is a good day, or should i say yesterday was a good day as now is 2.41am already. Scored a hat-trick today. Well i used to play very bad but miracle do happens sometimes.

Football is becoming one of the essential in my life. Football is not only as an exercise but it helps to build the understanding between friends. Your teammate will not always call your name when they are passing the ball to you. With just a glance of eye contact, you can know when will him pass the ball to you and that requires trust and understanding between both players.

In football happiness can be shared when u win a match and soreness can be shared too when u lose match. It does help in friend bonding and i really love it when we have played really good match.

signing off now....good night^^

Exam week....

Now its already in the middle of exam week. A friend said studying is like digging a hole, the more that u studied the deeper the hole that u will fall. Well, certainly this theory is not apply to everyone but it definitely suits me. After studying so much, when i really do the exam question there is so much things that i don't know. Yea, at this time is the moment that i fell into the hole.

i wonder how other people can squeeze all the things into their head and do so well in exam. Personally, i think good results doesn't make the best person. Some may flunk their exam or even dropped out from their study but they may still success in the future. Why? Because the world is fair, u might not have the talent in studying but god may give u some specialty.

God, can u please tell me what did u give me? lol...... :D

i m so fucked up...

damn....m i becoming stupid?? y i totally dun understand what i m studying....its study week now, n i feel so fucked up now...how can i take exams without knowing anything....damn....

used to be a fool or i m always is?

In life, mistakes are unavoidable. We did it but we don't have to live with it. We can choose to leave it behind and make it a guideline for our future to restrict ourselves from repeating the same mistake. And one important things for us to advance ourselves is don't look back, focus on present and prepare for future. Let history to be faded and embellish our future with colors. Yes i can!!

A little breakthrough of myself

Yesterday we went to Mcd to celebrate Chua's birthday. We in amount of 10 ppl in two cars went to Mcd in Autocity. And yea.... its usual when chua act like a crazy maniac to "entertain" us. We get a free coca-cola glass if we order a set of meal n a sundae cup. Know what crazy Chua did with the glass? he suddenly pick up the glass out of nowhere and sang "we are the champion"...omg.. he sang so loud, ppl sat on the table beside us were laughing at him....damn..we were so sia sui at tat time..

I haven't mentioned my breakthrough..lol....ok...my friend got gift voucher to sell which he sells them at price RM4..and i ask him to give me ten to sell to strangers...haha....at first i don't dare to sell it to anyone there..but then after i think if i want to make a change of myself so now it's the time for me to test myself for try to talk to strangers....finally i balls up...and yea...i have sold all the vouchers....

ok...i know this a little breakthrough which many ppl outside is doing everyday but i have done it where it taught me ppl aren't so "strangers", if we talk to them and usually they will talk to us back...there is no need to be shy to talk to strangers....

Realisation

It's not a fault of anyone, it's just problems of timing n matching. When we caught in a dead situation just like a deep sea fish caught in a small aquarium which is totally not suitable for him. This often happens to us and i m one of them. Well, what can we do??

Whining all the way because he get caught and it's other people fault to make him into such situation? i did feel in this way before, after listening to other people stories , how they resolve their problem, how they work it out to make their ideal life into reality, i realised something that would change my view of life. I realised that the only one that can change the current situation is ourselves and not pushing the fault to anyone.

We should try other things, change some of lifestyle, meet different people, go experience things that we never know, and maybe change the point of view of ourselves. When we change or experience other things we will find life is not only about things that we knew, its full of curiousity and joy for us to experience it ourselves. Hence, we wont get bored of this life and won't feel worry or sad when bad things happen because we know that there is nothing can't be solved unless ourselves is just a pathetic non-self-motivated which only know to blame to all the fault to everyone beside himself.

Now, time for me to be a real man be more mature because life never favor the lazy whinner. No time for me to just wait good things to happen because it never happen on u unless u create chances for it work for it put efforts to make things happen. From now on i promise myslef to bear the responsibility of supporting my family and give them an easy joyful life after all what they did to raise me educate and protect me from any harm in life. And i wont think or waste any of my time anymore on what's useless to me. I will only just get better and better and be the best of myself.

Do i really need it??

Since it has begun, there is always a question deep inside my mind which is "do i really need it"??

It's just the begining but i am doubting whether this is the thing that i want or not...

After a few thoughts, i found that this is not what i wanted at the begining.

Well should i just wait for the right thing to happen or try to make the current thing into what i wanted?

Really confused about this, may be there no exact solution for this but i really hope i can sort this thing out.